I gave you my everything, including my ability to be happy, and you took it all away and left me with nothing but scars on my thighs and an empty heart
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
Sarah Ockler (via hplyrikz)
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
It is not my job to keep everyone else happy.
Franz Kafka, Advocates
(via wordsnquotes)
Do you ever wonder how much you exist in other people’s lives? I’m always curious if people think of me when a certain song comes on, or when they pass through a certain town. I wonder how many stories I’ve been a part of that I may have forgotten. I wonder if I still I exist in the minds of people that I don’t speak to anymore. I wonder how many times a day I pass through someone’s head.
Cool thought
Why do people tell me they love me and then leave me
guess who’s finally content with life and not suffering from depression anymore it ain’t me but they out there
FUCK!! FUUUUCK FUCK FUCK!!! WHAT THE FUCK!! WHAT IS GOING ON!!
sad as fuck but i’m gonna act like i don’t give a fuck
I’m wondering what it’s like to actually have someone to love and care about you
I honestly thought I had that person
until one day I got my heart shattered
my life was perfect because you came into it
until I realized that I can’t keep dwelling over you because you cheated on me and ran off to another state with the girl that was suppose to be the biggest piece of shit there was.
my heart has gotten a little better
I’m just holding on by threads.
but I’ll make it through
like I always do
1. Razors are a pain in the ass to get out.
2. Don’t ever let something get to the point where you can’t control it.
3. Shaving will never be the same.
3. Cuts hurt way longer than just when you’re in the shower.
4. Sleeves move around, and they won’t always be covered.
5. The fabric from your jeans will make your skin feel like it’s burning alive.
6. One cut will never be enough.
7. Every line, mark, scrape you see turns into a trigger.
8. Blood smells really, really gross.
9. The scars will constantly remind you, even on the good days.
10. You’re not sure why it feels good, it just does.
11. ^^ Sometimes it doesn’t feel good at all and it will make you cry.
12. You’ll start to see yourself as disgusting.
13. Sometimes the blood won’t stop and you swear it’s your last time, but it never will be.
14. Bandaids, Neosporin, and razors cost a lot of money.
15. Sex becomes very awkward with the lights on.
16. Cuts itch.
17. Then people ask why you’re itching.
18. You’re too hot to wear that hoodie? Too bad.
19. You’ll throw away your razors and the next day feel like a psycho when you’re digging through the trash.
20. No matter how many excuses you make up for doing it that day, none of them will be valid. Ever.
21. People will think you do it for attention, so you’ll start to believe them.
22. You’ll want to stop, you just won’t know how.
23. It will tear your heart out when your best friend does it once.
24. Some places feel better to cut than others.
25. Skin doesn’t always grow back the way you want.
26. You’ll feel like a charity case.
27. Some people will treat you like you are one, too.
28. You’ll start to think more about your back up plan for if you start to bleed out rather than college.
29. You’ll get angry if you forgot your razors.
30. Your mom’s going to cry really hard when she finally sees them.